In the last year and a half, I’ve lost nearly every friend I had. For most of them, I’ve no idea why. They just kind of disappeared. Now I seem to be losing the ones I had left, and again, I don’t know why. I wish someone would just tell me what the hell I’m doing to drive all these people away. I obviously must be doing something wrong, I just don’t know what it is. Even my best friend appears to be avoiding me. It might not be on purpose, but it seems that every time I’ve tried to talk to her in the last 2 days, she’s disappeared. I’m starting to think that I should find myself a cabin in the woods and live out my life there. I live most of my life in solitude now anyway. All I need is my blankie, and I can talk to the walls. I do that now too, so that won’t be much different either. Yeah, the more I think about it, the more it appeals to me. I should just crawl under a rock and be out of everyone’s hair. I’m just in the way most of the time anyway.
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Since the dialysis non drama is over, I figured I'd change this to an anything or whatever blog. Could still be dialysis related,... or notmy old blog, from 2005ish to 2008
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